A guy named ze chen..

1. He is always cheerful but sometimes can be very "windy"
2. He is patient but impatient towards nonsense.
3. You treat him good, he will treat you better.
4. He hates people who are being irresponsible and could be very demanding.
5. He likes silly jokes as long as the jokes do not hurt.
6. He like socializing but shy for times.
7. He does what he thinks is right but he love to have others' ideas.
8. He is not a good decision make but he always makes the final decision.
9. He is tough although he doesnt look so. :)
10. He is braver than anyone can imagine.
11. He is cynical for times where depress but get well soon.
12. He loves friends but hate insincere friends.
13. He loves being envied but hates it at the same time.
14. He likes to chat over msn and facebook and always hope that someone will nudge him.
15. He like friends treating him like boyfriend or girlfriend but he never thinks so.
16. He like asking stupid questions and hoping for a clever answers.
17. He has high expectations on everything.
18. He is over sensitive at critical moments but lose his sensory receptors at most of the times.
19. He like guessing between the relationships between friends especially a boy and a girl. xP
20. He thinks a lot when he does something and always want to be perfect.
21. He like friends tell him what he has done wrong to him but not at the back!
22. He hates friends who lie.
23. He felt disappointed when being betrayed.
24. He like truths but is afraid of them.
25. He shares things with someone but hardly be the same one..
26. He always expected a wrong person to do a designated thing for him.
27. He looks for someone who knows him well but does not really want it happens.
28. He acts arrogant but he is warm.
29. He hate coquettish ladies.

and

30. He does not know himself very much.. haha..

Put the blame on it~

i just realised that what i need was not what i wanted...

what i wanted was not what i needed...

choosing the wrong things, wrong persons, wrong options, wrong ways...

perhaps that i wont do the same things in my exam...

why do people get angry?

it can be as easy as abc...

but can be as difficult as solving add math questions...

however, you would never find a perfect solution to solve it~

you could be mad at yourself,

or mad at others.

or both~ or not at all...

Does PMS only exclusive to girls?

maybe there are also syndromes for boys, for all, including those undergo menopause..

mood swings like a ride on roller coaster...

you just could not control it..

PMS is like phenomenon, enveloped your life...

not only for the first few days..

but anytime anywhere....

making lives miserable like they never did...

feeling like wanna jump from school building?

taking extra panadol and enjoying your afterlife?

banging your head against the concrete walls?

stop blaming yourself..

maybe you are one of the victim of PMS!

just find something to blame but never yourself..

blaming others surely make things easier, brighter, wiser, much better....

and the best way for me to expiate my whatever nonsense feelings..