The one i may want

I have wanted so many things,
They could be abstract or concrete..

But things change before I changed,
I changed and the things changed...
I fall and rose, but they just slipped away
unbeknown...

the one I want is not the one I could reach,
the one I want is not the one I could be,
the one I want is always away from me,
the one I want is in the others hands.

When i think i got it, it shatters my dream~
It looks shiner while it is with him........